The wound you left behind festers and weeps inside me filling me with so much more than just tears until I feel like this is it I am going to…

I dispatch our ships in to the high seas of the embroidered plastic table cloths clipped to old tables on their last leg. The dripping water melon juice meets an army of seeds that know no commander in handkerchief. Our affections blind to the boundaries of that no man’s land…
is as much a gift as
Your presence.
Cause only when
I don’t have you here
can I appreciate fully
How nice it is to
have you here.
E. Saglamer